June 2010
“Truth be told i miss you ,
Truth be told Im lying.”
“Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly...”
– All American Rejects.
“ I used to sit up & think about
what we could have been,
but now i sit up & think of what im gonna have. “
“i’m a strong girl ; i keep my ish behind even with tears streaming...”
– unknown.
“& after she worked so hard..she started to wonder if this is what she r.e.a.l.l.y. wanted. “
Last one for the night.
“It hurts so much to love you
the way i do, then look at you and realize
how much you dont care…”
” & she fakes a smile
pretending that everything is okay”
“Force a smile.
Blink away the tears.
I’m supposed to be strong,
supposed to have no fears
but im finding it so hard no to frown.
I’m such a strong person.
Why am i breaking down?”
Funny moment.
A- "whats something you can break without touching it?"
B- "A heart"
C- "well if you have telekenesis..pretty much anything"
A- "lmfaoooo"
Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe Im just out of my mind…
bored.
Are you spending the weekend with the last person you kissed?
no.
If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
i couldnt even if i wanted to.
What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone?
i dont have either.
Would you have sex with the 5th person in your contact list?
what contacts list?
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
yes.
Do you hate the last male you had a conversation with?
negative!
The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
DUH!
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them in a car?
nope.
Are you nice to everyone?
depends.
Is it possible to be single and happy?
yupp.
Are you happy with the way things are going?
sure.
Do you have trust issues?
somewhat.
Do you change your phone background a lot?
no.
Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
neither.
Are you listening to any music?
my brother playing the piano.
Last awkward moment?
idk.
Did you sleep alone last night?
yes.
Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
yes, they look dumb anyway!.
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
yes.
Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
i cant txt.
.
Waiting for something?
yes.
Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in 6 months?
who knows.
Does anyone regularly - other than family - tell you they love you?
yes.
Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
yes.
Missing anybody?
yes.
Wouldn't it be kinda annoying to have to share a bed every night?
no.
Don't you just love waking up to good morning texts?
yes.
Has anyone called you perfect before?
yes.
Have you ever been told you were amazing?
yes.
When was the last time you said you were fine and really weren't?
idk.
Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
no.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
yes.
Does anyone have strong feelings for you?
not that i know of.
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
no.
Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
no.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
yes.
Have you ever made out with someone you weren’t dating?
no.
What’s something that can always make you feel better?
music.
Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed text messaged you?
id actually be curious as to how he did txt me because i dont have a phone.
Who knows your biggest secrets?
God.
Do you have more or less than three real best friends?
more.
Are you currently learning from anyone how to play any instruments?
no.
Are you one of those people who always tend to think critically in issues?
no.
Do you know anyone who is overly flirty with people? Girl or a boy?
yes,both.
When was the last time you had any kind of pork? What kind was it?
idk.
Are you someone who normally eats a full breakfast every single morning?
no.
How many people do you live with? Are these people related to you?
6 at the moment, & yes.
Have you ever considered anyone or anything too personal for your liking?
idk.
Have you ever had to have surgery before? What was this for?
no.
Are you listening to any music right now? What song is it?
no.
Where was the last place you vacationed to? Did you enjoy this time?
idk, but im sure i did.
When was the last time you ate pizza? Where from? Was it good?
last night, big cheese, indeed.
Is there anyone right now that you are simply/overly infatuated with?
idk.
What is your orientation? Gay? Straight? Metrosexual? Anything other?
straight.
Is there anyone you know who is utterly repulsive? Who is this person?
yes.
Are you related to any elected officials? What is their position?
no.
Do you have a certain standard you follow, when it comes to relationships?
yes.
Who is your closest friend? Why are they so close to you?
Krista.because she is the BEST,Bestfriend anyone could ever ask for!!!
Who was the last person to play with your hair? Are they cute?
rob,ew no.
Who was the last person close to you, that died? Did you cry?
idk.
What was your favorite year of your life? Why is this your favorite?
when i was little. because i didnt have much responsiblity nd things were easier.
Is there anyone out there who can make you smile at any time?
yes.
What is your favorite television show? Why do you watch this show?
HawthoRNe. because my bestfriend got me to watch it nd now i LOVE it.
If you're in school, do you like this school you attend? Or do you not?
not so much the school, but the people in it.
Have you ever done anything really dangerous or illegal with friends?
lol prolly.
What is your favorite word to say outloud? Did you just say that word?
idk.
Who is the one person out there who makes you feel very special?
idk.
Is there a certain person out there who gives you butterflies?
yeah.
Do people call you a low-life sometimes/always? Why do they call you that?
idk.
Do you want to tell anyone anything right now? Who is this person?
no.
Are you going to post this survey on MySpace after you're finished?
no.
What is the fourteenth word of the song you're currently listening to?
nothing.
Are there any foods out there you just cant refrain from eating every week?
idk.
Do you like Mexican food? Whats your favorite meal under that genre of food?
sure. idk.
Do you enjoy shopping? Who do you usually go shopping with anyways?
not really. who ever im with that day.
When you see someone attractive, what's the first thing you look for?
idk.
How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Do you find this healthy?
2,yes.
Do you ever criticize people around you, that you know cant help it?
i think.
How old were you when you lost your virginity? Who'd you lose it to anyways?
i havent.
Do you wash your own clothes? Or does someone else do that for you?
i do.
Are you afraid of thunderstorms? What exactly makes you afraid of them?
yes. idk but i dont like them.
What color are the shutters on your house by the windows, if there are any?
idk.
When was the last time you attended church? What is the name of this church?
sunday. Place of Grace.
Do you enjoy talking smack to those annoying telemarketors? Is it funny?
i dont but my dad does.
Do you consider yourself a healthy person? Physically and mentally?
yes.
Who was the last person you held hands with? Were they taller/shorter?
mama. shorter.
Fess up, who was your New Years kiss?
no one.
How many boyfriends have you had in 2010?
i think 3.
Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
no.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yes.
Are you angry with someone right now? Why? What happened?
no.
Where is the last person you kissed?
at home prolly.
When was the last time you slept in a bed with a person of the opposite sex?
idk.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yes.
“Say funner its cool”
– Justin Nozuka
LOVE.
It’s like lightning, you get
struck once and baby, it kills.
sure thing.
Do you think people talk about you?
im sure.
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
depends.
Has 2010 been good for you so far?
somewhat..
What plans do you have for today?
shopping & working.
What are you doing later on?
look above.
you wish anyone in particular was still in your life?
ehh.
Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Kim!.
When was the last time you ate Taco Bell and with whom?
like 3 or 4 weeks ago with my bestfriend Krista!!.
What do you usually do when the clock turns 11: 11?
make a wish.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
my brother.
What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
chairity.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
i guess.
Last person you talked to in person besides family?
uhmm krista & everyone at church.
Are you closer to your father or mother?
both.
Are your nails painted?
somewhat.
Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
kinda.
What’s on your mind?
the beach.
Have your friends ever stopped by your house just too say hi?
yupp.
Do you want to grow old with someone or be single forever?
grow old.
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
uhh idk.
Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone?
text.
Is life getting better or worse?
cant tell.
Ever really cried your heart out?
yes.
Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
ehh.
How are you feeling today?
fine.
What’s hanging in your closet?
clothes.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
who knows.
Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
sure.
Do you know how to skateboard?
not really.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yup.
What was the last thing that made you smile?
my brothers.
Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on your body?
bug bites.
Are you a jealous person?
i can be.
Soda or milk?
Soda.
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
no.
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
yup.
101
Who’s one person who changed how you viewed something?
krista.
At what age do you feel like you grew up mentally/emotionally?
15.
Do you have any brothers?
5.
Are you currently happy?
sure.
Who did you talk on the phone with last night?
no one.
Is anything bugging you right now?
not completely.
Who is the last person you missed a call from?
no one.
What annoys you most in a person?
cockyness.
Have you changed this year?
sure have.
What are you listening to right now?
Cassie steele-summer nights.
Are you talking to anyone tonight?
nope.
What are you doing tomorrow?
working.
Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
ehh.
Whose bed did you sleep in last that wasn’t yours?
krista's.
Are you a type of person who cares what people say about you?
not at all.
Did you kiss anyone in ‘09 that actually meant something?
yup.
Are you on the phone?
no.
Are you a really understanding person?
yup.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
who knows.
How many pillows do you like to sleep with?
3.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
yes.
How are you feeling lately?
okay.
How do you wear your hair most of the time?
depends.
Do you have trust issues?
somewhat.
Think back to the end of last school year, who did you have feelings for?
my ex.
What does your handwriting look like?
like handwriting.
In a relationship, do you think about the future, or now?
both.
Think back to the last person you kissed, did that person ever give you a piggy back ride?
no.
What should you be doing right now?
nothing.
When did you last straighten your hair?
idk.
Do you think any of your neighbors are creepers?
nope.
Are you a jealous person?
I can be.
Will this weekend be good?
it better be.
Are you a patient person?
If the occasion calls for it.
Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
somewhat.
Is it possible to be single and happy?
yes.
When was the last time you laughed really hard and why?
at church, because i was sitting next to my bestfriend.
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Jonas LA.
Do you miss anyone right now?
indeed.
Last person you texted?
no one.
Do you believe in love?
yes.
Did you see your best friend today?
yess.
Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
opposite.
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
idk.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
it seems like it.
Are you dating the last person you talked to?
nope.
Are you close to your father?
yes.
Is there someone that you miss being close with?
yes.
Are you happier now or three months ago?
ehh.
Is there that one guy/girl that you’ll always have feelings for no matter what?
i think so.
Do you like winter time?
Fall.
Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s eyes?
yes.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yupp.
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
nails.
What’s the last thing you said out loud?
idk.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yes.
Where did you go today?
church.
Do you like country music?
no.
Any plans for tomorrow?
work.
Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
side.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
yes.
If you could change your eye color what would you change it to?
i wouldnt.
Who did you last go out to eat with?
dont member.
Are you the youngest person living in your house?
negative.
How many bracelets do you have on right now?
none.
Do you have feelings for anyone?
yeah..
Where are you located right now?
in a house.
What’s between you and the last person you texted?
nothing.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
yes.
Is your best friend a slut?
no.
Have you ever liked someone that was in a relationship?
yes.
Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter or the same height as you?
taller.
When you’re getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
yup.
Someone says “all guys are players” You say?
not all of them.
If your phone goes off during the night, do you answer it?
if im up.
Do you think you will be in a relationship two months from now?
who knows.
Does anyone like you?
ha!..
Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
NO!.
Do you think you’re old?
no.
Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
yes.
What were you doing at twelve last night?
nothing.
Summer Nights- Cassie Steele.
Telling the truth (nicely)
pastor: you gotta tell the truth!
Friend 1: what if the persons ugly,do you still gotta tell the truth?
Friend 2: well in a nice way.
Friend 1: oh okay so like Hi, your ugly!, have a nice day!!
Friend 1&2 : hahahahahahahaha =D
I wanna be- Chris Brown
“-he looked at me & said, “do you ever feel like you’re working...”
– unkown.
“he means the world to her && doesn’t even know it…”
– Unknown.
“Don’t make her wait for you, just because you know she will.”
– unknown.
I love you…
Omg, your soo confusing … why do i keep gettin caught up in you, when i dont even know how you really feel ..smh.
Gravity
Boys & Girls
“I’m not sure how to feel,
i’m not sure what is real,
anymore, cus...”
– Pixi Lott 